There you sit, your eyes clouded over
Trying so desperately not to cry
To show that you can take it
But for now you just bury it
Deep down you dig, a place to hide it
All the emotions you don't want to be seen
You try so hard, pretend your ok
So no one would know how much you really hurt
You try a laugh, someone's bad joke
Their attempt of dealing with their own pain
Sorrow that they are gone
Regret for things not said or done
Anger for those that say things that hurt
Anger for things that were said and not taken back
Anger for leaving ….maybe
Floating around, swelling
Driving you mad
Can someone understand, would
A message is given
But is it received
A grasping hand in the dark
Fighting to hold on
Is anyone there
Grab them
Hold them tight
To whom does that hand belong
Can it be
A lost soul
Or a sad and lonely person
Try again
For once
Look hard and don't flinch
It is the hand that grasped and held
When your world fell
When you were grasping in the dark
Lost and failing to hold on
Do you grab?
Or let that hand go?
Let them fight
See if that helping hand losses
One last battle
But…after
Will that hand
Be a helping hand
Anymore
How can I say
What wells up inside
Express the….thing that grows
Every time I see you
Without you near I feel
Alone
Lost I should say
I get scared
Is it all a dream
Will I wake up and you…
Will be gone
Confused and alone
Lost in a tide of…
I don't know
Possibilities
Don't wake me up
Give me your hand
Dream with me
Be at my side
And never
Leave me
What can I say to end this tonight
To feel you by my side once more
To gather together and laugh like crazy
To show I did it cuz I care
Yeah I know I said something's
And you said a lot
You came running with your fists all tight
I grabbed on and held on tight
You know I'd never hurt you
I did it to stop a fight
Sooner or later it would come out
Fight me now while I try to stop you
End it here tonight
I can't say I'm sorry
I can't wipe your brow
I can only say stop
I did it to save you